The Fight 

My name is George Friedrich, however prefer G. I was born in Germany and with it into christianity. I also spent about four years in the US, which really gave me alot of faith! Race is a real problem In Germany. For most, you have to be white christian with roots dating back into the 8th century of germanic tribes to be accepted by the German folk, which is essentially a tribe. I also left the church in 2016 and converted to atheism because I do not believe in God. I am also vegan, because I oppose the bloodshed and brutality of the meat and diary industries. This type of brutality is also seen in the treatment of minority populations in the western part of the world, also in Germany, where black people e.g. have always been treated brutaly, which still happens today, because most of the German folk and sympathizers believe in racialzed superiority. This is also based on fantasized assumptions of the superior master aryan race and the arries and sympathizers are really wild and out of control. 

I absolutely have no anti-German-sentiment. Its just the extreme anti-democratic and anti-constitutional acts and decisions, massive constitutional and human rights violations (particularly regarding right to life, prohibition of racial discrimination and freedom of speech), orcehstration, lies, non-compliance, ignorance, brutality, especially police brutality, threats, attacks and evidently also assassination attempts (e.g. poisoning of 15.01.2020 and continous gas attacks), racism, far-right extremism, white supremacy and apartheid, hatred, modern day slavery and torture, corruption, especially perversion of justice, terrorization, conspiracy and following I have and am experiencing with the arries and sympathizers all the time. 

Thankfully, I was able to spent four years in Texas. Living in a multicultural and multiracial society, like the US, really did give me a lot of faith that still helps me today because I know that life without all the nasty fascism and corruption is possible. 

I was forced to leave the US because my parents split because of the Iraq-War. My former step father was in the US army and was stationed in Baumholder, Germany firstly and then sent to Texas, where he is originally from, which is why I moved there. It was really a great time and seriously, probably the best thing that ever happened to me and it always reminds me of how awful and terrible Germany really is because there is absolutely no comparison to the US, which truly is a different world. Anyhow, because my step father was sent to the Iraq-War, my parents split and I had to go back to miserable Germany by myself. 

I managed to get to university. I always wanted to be a manager. However, during my time at university and afterwards, freedom fighting has somehow found its way to me and I did not want to shut my eyes and pretend.  

During my time in school in Germany, I worked in the retail industry, i.e. for Jack & Jones, selling clothes that are mostly made in Bagnladesh. I did a double degree in management at two universities in east Germany and in Poland, i.e. at the Stralsund University and Technical University of Gdansk (2012-2016), where I had a great friend from Bangladesh. During this time I realized that working for the textile industry was the worst thing I could do because it is also very oppressive, where many different peoples human rights are violated, especially in Bangladesh. 

This is why I dedicated my bachelor thesis with the the title „Business Ethics in Bangladesh“ to the injustice, oppression and human rights violations the textile industry causes in Bangladesh, calling for business ethic. All my important academic works can be found here: 

https://www.researchgate.net/profile/George-Friedrich 

In Poland and shortly afterwards i.e. during 2014-2015 I also worked on a article concerning the horrors of fast fashion, which however was not published, as far as I am concerned, although I have signed a authorship agreement in 2014. I really do not understand, how anyone can support the fashion industry, which really is based on oppression and imperialism as well as modern day slavery, where people work all day for nothing, including children. So called „poor states“ are pitched against each other in international textile markets like rats and don’t get anything on their exports. The West has always been cruel. 

During my time in Poland I also got into freedom fighting because all parties and different persons concealed and breached all regulations of the an bilateral agreement on the double degree program I was participating in, also creating their own and breaking all regulations, although the European Commission acknowledged that the agreement is binding on all its parties in early 2016. The Commission also acknowledged my time in the double degree program, however stated that it cannot intervene because of lack of authority. 

I had to file a European Commission complaint against Germany and Poland because of racism in 2015 and only found the agreement on the homepage of the German university by myself after my Erasmus mobility in the winter of 2015. I forwarded it to the Commission through an appeal in December 2015, after the Commission stated that there is allegedly no racial discrimination apparent in its rejection of October 2015, which is evidently also a matter of racism and corruption, especially because not even the Commission disclosed the existence of the bilateral agreement to me. 

No one, not even the Commission nor the German Academic Exchange Service disclosed the existence of the agreement to me, although my complaints were straight forward, and one should have informed me of the agreement. Before my Erasmus mobility I had to file a complaint with the German academic exchange service, because the international office of the German university refused to sign the learning agreement, based on a course list the polish university promised me, which I however had to request many times because I was ignored frequently. 

I remember that there was a Baltic Sea Forum, which I helped organize at the Stralsund University, where the Dr. Popowska of the polish university was present. Before she saw me, she always replied. After she saw me, I had to really press through with a lot of emails just to get a response. Race is a real problem. 

Furthermore, I had to complete loads of courses and spent two semesters in Poland. According to the agreement, I only should have had done a handful of courses and do only one semester in Poland. The polish university also falsely accused me of plagiarism, which I was however able to fend off quickly and prove that it was a lie. Furthermore, the German professor supervising my bachelor thesis also suddenly disappeared and did not provide me any feedback on my bachelor thesis drafts. I was thus left with the polish supervisor. 

Furthermore, the polish university also did not invite me unsolicited to my bachelor thesis defense. However, I camped at the relevant offices and was able to get an appointment. However, it did not stop there. I was also only given questions for the defense ceremony regarding my studies in general one day before the event. However, I was still able to pull it off and successfully defend the thesis, which was also recorded via video camera: 

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1V4Akgw3qkyRO0jbSrpJ7hpgvxDePdJbV/view?usp=sharing 

After the defense. One also broke into my student dormitory on my last day there in the summer of 2015. Strangely, my roommate had the key to the room next to ours and left it on his desk, during his sudden absence. I was able to lock the intruders in the room next door and thus had to be evacuated by security guards afterwards. The woman of the reception took my personal details and stated that she will report it to the police. However, I have not been contacted by the police Gdansk until this day. 

I also tried reporting the case to the police St. Wendel Germany in 2015, where I was laughed at and ignored because only my personal data was documented, not even the circumstances. 

According to the bilateral agreement, both degrees must be handed out after successful defense, however both universities refused, and the German university stated that not the agreement, however the study regulations of the German university counts, which is pure madness. I still had to do an internship and complete a exam as well as find a new supervisor for the bachelor thesis, because the first one disappeared. I knew that there is no way around it so I directly started looking for an internship in Poland after the defense. 

After as short trip back to Germany, I went to Kendal, England, where I did an internship as a voluntary deputy manager at Oxfam GB. To be honest, I was super happy that I made it out of miserable Germany once again. 

In Kendal, I joined the local swimming team to stay in the sport. 

However, the madness did not stop. My manager suddenly stated that I should go back to Germany without any reason, although I worked for free 5 days a week and 8 hours a day. Oxfam Kendal stated that my academic references could allegedly not be verified, which was a lie. Its also ridiculous, because it was a voluntary internship at a charity. 

During this time, I was also suddenly kicked out of my rented room, because my British room mate with roots in Bangladesh, suddenly started a fight with me without any reason. He should have been kicked out and not me. 

I was able to find a new room and on Halloween night 2015, I could not enter the house in the evening after returning from the cinema, where I watched the newest James Bond movie at that time, because the key was stuck in the lock from the inside. I called the cops from a phone booth further away from the house. When I went back to the house, I saw the cops driving off. I was thus forced to spend the night in a pub. On the next day, I was able to enter the house, took my stuff and went back to Germany via Scottland. 

At the end of time in Poland and England I also applied for the Oxford Rhodes Scholarship, which I however did not get. The racism was however not the problem. 

In Poland and England, especially during the night, such as on Halloween 2015, I have noticed that windowless vans followed me around wherever I went. 

False education opportunities and promises are commonly used to lure people into trafficking, which is internationally confirmed. Especially because one disclosed the bilateral agreement on the double degree agreement to me ever since and especially because the polish university promised me a relevant course list I had to request many times because I was initially ignored, I am certain, that the double degree program was staged to lure me to Poland to be taken by a trafficking-ring. 

Especially also because all my efforts to get to the bottom of it, i.e. new complaints and appeals with the police and judiciary of Mecklenburg-Western Pomerania have consistently been ignored and falsely denied. Not even the education ministry, justice ministry nor petitions committee of the state acknowledged the hard facts and evidence, always denying and ignoring me, like the German constitutional court, where none of my appeals were ever accepted for a decision without comment. 

The silent complicity is essential in what appears to be a continuous terrorization, conspiracy and following, which could primarily be rooted in racial hatred, although I am certain that it is a trafficking-ring. 

Anyhow, I managed to graduate and get the degrees. I even had to travel to Poland to pick it up in the student office, because the polish university refused to send it via post. I often think that it must be a joke, especially because the German supervisor refused to verify the plagiarism accusation. Its like a movie with a bunch of bad actors. 

Moreover, during my time in Poland, England and afterwards, I also wrote an article on climate change and international tourism, participated in two model united nations conferences in at SciencesPo Reims, France and did the United Nations Youth Assembly in 2016 in New York. 

As stated before, I wanted to be a manager ever since, primarily in the basic labor economy. At this time, I did not really know how the international political economy is organized and how class and race structures educational, labor and life opportunities. It´s a real pain in the ass that in the West, also in Germany, there is not much opportunity when you’re a minority, especially not when you’re black. This is evidenced by many examples of the public society and reinforced by my own. I have straight A´s and was always rejected by German companies, sometimes even on the same day, which I call “lightning rejections.” 

I have mainly worked for international companies. I only worked for a German company few times in my life, e.g. when I was working at a coffee shop and for Jack&Jones as a teenager, which was the same company, however representing the franchise of the Danish company Bestseller which is probably why I was hired because their theme is international. Also the staff was international, which your rarely see in Germany. At this time, this really helped me, because the arries were always extremely racial and mean opposite me. Working in a multicultural environment thus gave me something else, similar to what I had in the US. The German Folk is really extremely racial. This cannot be denied and its unbearable. 

In my experience, it’s my presence the arries and sympathizers have a problem with, meaning that as soon as you go somewhere, where there are only white German people, and sympathizers who support white supremacy, its already a problem, just because you are there and they don’t want you there. This is reality and its based on a fantasized racial hierarchy, where whites are at the top, followed by Asians and Arabs and then black people at the very bottom, meaning that you are trash and dehumanized when your black. 

However, as stated above, the horrors of the retail, textile, and fashion industries, structural inequalities of the economy and the way it is politicized, made me think differently. I wanted to fight against it, which is why I got into the work of the United Nations, which always motivated me. 

Unfortunately, I did not get an internship at the United Nations, which is generally super hard to get. Because I also did not get a scholarship at Oxford and because I do not give up no matter what, I did a master’s degree in development studies at the Institute of Development Studies (IDS) at the University of Sussex between 2017-2018, which is publicly known as “well established.” 

Although only mainstream development was taught, I got into critical development, e.g. Escobar, Kothari, etc. and realized that development in reality development is just a flag to operationalize neo-colonialism, exploitation and modern-day imperialism. 

The truth is that developed countries i.e. the west pulls the strings of the global political economy and those of international politics, where so called developing countries are oppressed through every possible way, e.g. not getting anything on exports, high import tariffs, no or weak trade-agreements, currency-wars, the development and aid- game, and especially through the marginalization in international politics, e.g. no membership in the United Nations Security Council, which is an exclusive club, dominated by the West. 

There is also the general problem of white western men who think that their gods. At IDS, I e.g. came to realize that many colonial officers where not even held accountable for their crimes and continued to work as consultants at the United Nations. Furthermore, many colonial officers were also educated and trained at the Universities of Oxford and Cambridge, which I did not know. I am thus glad that I did not get the Rhodes Scholarship because I do not want to be associated to imperialism and oppression. 

However, at IDS, one my professors used to be a colonial officer in Kenya, i.e. Robert Chambers, which I did not know before I enrolled. I would not have gone there, when I had known before. 

Development is explained easily. Basically, it’s the West that goes to the so called Third World, kicks in the door, does and takes whatever it likes and occasionally gets kicked out, e.g. the English in Zimbabwe by Robert Mugabe, also seen in the struggle against the Western-Apartheid-Scheme in South Africa led by Nelson Mandela and supported by Fidel Castro. 

Also through international pressure, the West was forced to give up colonies, where now the West plays its development and aid game, basically arguing that the so called underdevelopment of the so called third world is based on laziness, lack of efforts and knowledge, civilization and modernity, etc. also based on assumed superiority rooted in the ages of enlightenment and renaissance, etc. The white western civilization has always been placed as the standard for others to follow, which is however false, because it is based on bloodshed, brutality, lies and slavery, which is not acknowledged. 

The real reason, why the so called third world is struggling is because of the decade long oppression and imperialism, which still continues today. Race plays a central role in the assumed superiority of the white, where Franz Fanon has also made clear, in which way dehumanization is channeled through colonialism. 

A central problem with white western development is that people are not given any chance to represent themselves and their interests on how to develop their own countries. Like back in the day, consultants from Washington, London, Geneva, etc. do their visits in the affected country every few months and file their reports from their perspective, what´s wrong and what should be done, although they are not even affected by these problems. The white west acts as a caretaker for these countries labelled as babies and children, unable to take care of themselves. This is also seen in the many aid and development advertisements, where only little black babies and children are shown and occasionally, how the white western savior holds their hand and leads these people to a better life. 

In reality, as stated above, these countries have no chance to represent themselves by themselves because this right is denied through western oppression. In the aid industry, much is tied to conditionalities, e.g. World Bank loans, where countries have to do this or that to get it, which always benefits the western agenda. 

The West is essentially on a hunt, especially for raw materials, e.g. oil, Gold, wood, cheap labour, etc. and there have always been loads of human rights violations by western companies in the so called third world, e.g. Shell in Nigeria, where the case of Ken Saro-Wiwa has particularly shown that the problem of silent complicity of human rights violations is very serious (see bachelor thesis). 

Also the example of Ikea shows that the West has in general no shame and always lies. In my bachelor thesis, I e.g. also highlight that IKEA claims to support sustainable forestry with the long-term goal to source all wood in the IKEA product range from forests certified as responsibly managed, although the firm has had a stewardship certificate suspended after it was revealed the furniture chain has been felling 600-year-old trees from protected woodlands (Mailonline 2014, IKEA 2015). 

It´s hard to prevent these things from happening. I e.g. did an internship at a development consultancy in London i.e. Nathan Associates London during my studies at Sussex. During this time, I once again realized that development is top down, western centric, oppressive, very racist and extremely corrupted. Not only in theory, however especially in practice. 

All staff members where white, except for one person, who was Canadian-Asian, who were essentially superiors over other people of the affected countries in the same projects, e.g. a project for agricultural development in Ghana. The projects were e.g. provided by the department for International Development of the English government, where Nathan e.g. won the bid and then led the effort and hired locals on the ground to operationalize it. Every three months or so, there would be a quick visit from London in the affected country, e.g. Ghana, to witness the impact, etc. of the project. 

In essence, it’s a scheme, because the development projects are always devised by the west where locals have to do what the west says, i.e. when mama says its time to go to bed, you have to go to sleep. Its evident that these projects are devised to maintain and reinforce the western agenda, especially in the global political economy. 

Another dirty trick is price dumping, which happens all the time, where a country e.g. exports a product at a price that is lower in the foreign importing market than the price in the exporter's domestic market, which gives the ability to flood a market with product prices that are imperial. 

Another example of the dirty game of international politics is the subsidization of a particular market by the state, e.g. farmers for wheat, which provides the opportunity to lower prices in the market to kick out international competitors. 

It’s confirmed that prices and trade is unfair generally, however, there has not ever been fair play in politics. Its imperialism and oppression and there is absolutely no fair basis. 

You don’t have to be an development economist to know the truth. Politics has always been a dirty game. 

I therefore dedicated my master thesis to these themes, focusing on decolonialization, intersectionality, racism and corruption in development, highlighting literature criticizing development as a flag for neo-colonialism and imperialism. This was when I realized that development must be from bottom up, which is the main theme of the master thesis.        
 
 I initially wanted to study equality in development education however came across something I had to expose, i.e. consistent patterns of extreme social inequality of students and staffs race, nationality and gender at 22 Universities i.e. development departments in the United Kingdom and England, exposing apartheid. Because data patterns are the same for all universities and years, I am sure that it’s a case of money laundering. 

I expanded the statistical analysis in an academic article to 43 United Kingdom and Englisch development departments, which shows the same patterns of extreme social inequality by students and staff’s race, nationality and gender, exposing apartheid. 

My time in London ended by visiting different embassies for getting Nathan consultants visas for their trips to so called developing countries, where I was basically a helper, similar to the affected locals. I was not offered a place, which I would not have taken anyways because I do not support western neo-colonialism and imperialism and went back to Germany. 

I initially wanted to migrate to England and just stay after the master, however, after the statistics, I knew that my time in England in general has come to an end. 

I thought that the only thing that would make sense in development is to work on the ground, where I can make a difference. I got a job as a refugee helper in Cologne, and people I knew started to hate me for it. I thus had to say goodbye to many, because I have realized that their conservative and far-right extreme. 

During my time as a refugee helper in Cologne, I lived in Bonn between 2019-2020. During this time, I tried to publish the master thesis as an article with a former lecturer from IDS i.e. Gauthier Marchais. 

However, I was threatened, attacked, and obviously subject to different assassination attempts. For instance, I was hospitalized many times with different bacterial infection and poisoned through a coffee on 15.01.2020 during an office birthday party as well as subject to other attacks, toxic gas ever since this time, irrespective of where I live. 

The coffee poisoning was a major event, because I could hardly move myself after wards. After the coffee, I suddenly had extreme nausea, stomach cramps, dizziness, blurriness, sweat attacks, heat, heart problems and problems walking. However, I was not treated in the health sector North Rhine-Westphalia. I e.g. went to the emergency room i.e. Malteser Hospital Bonn-Duisdorf directly after the poisoning of 15.01.2020 and was not treated and instead labelled as a psycho, where it was stated that the police could allegedly not help me. 

I lived in a student dormitory in Bonn, and there was an extreme toxic gas attack on 07.03.2020, where I almost broke down in the windowless hallway. The police did not help me and only stated that I should open the windows to air the room and took my personal details, which is why I had to flee to the Saarland, where I grew up. Not only because of this, however because also because I was not treated by the health sector. 

For example, the university hospital Bonn did not treat me when I went there because of gas attack on 22.01.2020, where I also explained the poisoning symptoms and that I had real problems eating and drinking as well as severe breathing problems and throat pain from the gas. I was left in a room for 5-6 hours and had to leave because no doctor came. 

I had other incidents where I e.g. ate fast food i.e. a burger, fries and chili cheese nuggets I ordered from the restaurant “Four B” in Bonn-Duisdorf which was delivered by Lieferando. It was a grave mistake because I got the same symptoms and had to go to the emergency room of the Malteser Hospital on 25.02.2020, where I was once again ignored and no medical investigations where initiated. 

At this point in time, I had no medical knowledge and could not request specific medical examinations that were needed. 

Even the medical practices Pinsdorf and Jörissen in Bonn-Duisdorf ignored me and stated that I allegedly had a Hashimoto disease, which could not be verified afterwards in the Saarland. It was obviously a scheme to cover up the attacks and assassination attempts, especially poisoning of 15.01.2020 and frequent gas attacks afterwards. 

I made another grave mistake by ordering a pizza from Pastacasa in Bonn-Duisdorf. I thought it would be different when I pick it up. However, this once again knocked me out and the symptoms were like before. I managed to hold it off and it got better with time. 

Anyhow, I really could hardly move myself for some time and had real issues walking. It was the untreated stomach damages because I could hardly eat and drink, especially nothing with carbonic acid. I was living on fully boiled potatoes and carrots for most of 2020. I provide a comprehensive description on the medical situation below. 

During this time, I was still in the process of publishing the article and didn’t give up and continued trying to publish it in other journals, lastly the European Journal of Development Research. I split from the IDS co-author because the writing of the article didn’t go his way i.e. not the way the English wanted it to. I thus carried on individually with an expanded sample set of 43 development departments, where research results are the same. 

The data for the master thesis already cost me between 1-2 thousand pounds and the expanded sample set cost me approximately 5000 pounds, which I paid all by myself. 

Before the coffee poisoning of 15.01.2020 I was also suddenly kicked out of my job as a refugee helper for no reason (JOBLINGE gAG Rheinland, initiative of the Boston Consulting Group). However, I filed a termination agreement to get out quicker because of the coffee poisoning. 

I spent a lot of time in bed and writing the article trying to publish it until the beginning of 2021 and the gas attacks continued everywhere, irrespective of where I lived and I have to say that it was really freaking hard because I had weeks where I had extreme symptoms, e.g. extreme nausea, throwing up all the time, stomach cramps and diarrhea, heart problems, sweat attacks, throat pain and extreme shortness of breath, which is why I had to use the vent all the time, and as stated the hardcore movement problems, especially when walking. 

The European journal promised to publish it when the conclusions are slightly amended, although this did not happen after I implemented the requested changes. I filed ethics reports, however was always denied. I realized that publishing something like this is only possible when I do it myself, especially because I present my own theory on how to decolonize development. 

The lack of progress in development is attributable to the silence on race and other intersectional vectors of power, such as ethnicity, nationality, gender, class, gender, sex, religion, etc., in development discourse. 

It is thus suggested that the doable task of decolonizing development demands an analysis and recognition of the weaving machine of intersectional vectors of power as an analogical comparison to the processes of production and diffusion of development discourse through development institutions. Indeed, the attainable task of decolonizing development requires the recognition and analysis of the weaving machine of intersectional vectors of power, or cotton threads, in development departments, especially western development organizations, weaving development discourse, or cotton fabric, which in turn influences development industry. 

In other words, development discourse is white western, Christian, upper class, etc. because these are the identity characteristics of those involved weaving subjective discourse of development because of the lack of association of the so called “development problems” in affected so called third world countries that are “investigated” and “dealt with.” 

The time of imperialism, oppression and neo-colonialism needs to come to an end. Affected people and countries need to have the ability to get up and represent themselves and their own interests. 

Moreover, I got another job at Accenture, an Irish company, where I worked as a project manager in the home office and through this I was able to pay off the data completely. This was the time where it became possible to sit on a chair for several hours, which I could not do before. 

I got the job during the lead up and time of the Tokyo Olympics 2021, which led me to Pierre de Coubertin, the founder of the “modern Olympics” and his comparison between life and the Olympics, where it’s not about winning, however about taking part and fighting well: 

“The most important thing in the Olympic Games is not winning but taking part; the essential thing in life is not conquering but fighting well.” 

I always dreamed of becoming an Olympian in swimming ever since I was a boy and have always been in swimming, which has always consistently helped me to continue fighting in life. 

However, race has always been a problem, especially in swimming. Really, racism and right-wing extremism in Germany is unbearable. I have always been denied by the German folk as a German because of my race, where I for instance always have been insulted as a threat, foreigner and especially as a nigger. This is normal in Germany, because the German Folk don’t have any manners nor respect in this regard, which is officially known. 

In the village I grew up, kindergarten, school, sports clubs, university and other places I lived in Germany, I was usually always the only or one of the very few non-white people. I do not see myself as a German and instead as an independent i.e. individual with a German ID and passport, as stated above. 

I do like my British first name George, although I prefer Gi because after the master thesis and article I pushed through with a new approach, i.e. lining the past and pressing on and finding a different path through swimming. 

What generally always helped me cope with the extreme racism and hatred was swimming. In the village where I grew up, there was an outdoor swimming pool, which I visited almost every day in the summer of everywhere year until I moved to the United States at the age of 10. 

I partly grew up with my grandparents, because my mother left me with them because she migrated to England with her twin sister. I do not know my father. I only know that my mother met him in England. She returned to Germany when I was about 6 years old. 

Anyhow, I always told my grandparents that I wanted to swim and compete. However, my grandfather couldn´t drive me to the indoor pool, because the fuel prices were to expensive to drive me to the town where the indoor swimming pool was located, which is about 15km away from the village. Instead, I was forced to play soccer in the village football club by my grandfather, where he used to play when he was a youngster. 

My grandfather is the best and most decent man I have ever known. I haven’t ever met another man who has always treated me with respect and not insulted me once. Not once have I ever felt that race stood between me and him, for which I am forever grateful. He was a simple farmer, however always enthusiastic, positive and courageous. 

Anyhow, I was the only black boy in all white native German soccer team. There were always problems because of race, where I was often singled out, mocked, laughed at and treated like an outsider, even by the coach. However, I have always tried my best to avoid conflicts and to integrate myself. However, despite my efforts, I was not accepted, as usual. Many of the young German boys of the soccer club always admired and spoke of the SS, Hitler and Nazism. 

Despite the soccer, I still visited the pool, where I for instance did a few swimming badges. The sport, especially the swimming, always kept me going. I really love swimming, especially freestyle because it’s so much fun. Just being in the water has always been very joyful for me. 

However, I had to learn from a young age that as a black man in Germany, life is a fight and that the most important thing is not giving up, irrespective of what happens. 

As indicated, my mother suddenly married an American soldier stationed in a nearby American army base, when I was about 10 years old. Because he got sent back to Texas, my mother and I went there as well. 

I want to say again that moving to America was a great thing that happened to me, because for the first time in my life, I lived a multicultural and multiracial society, were I was accepted. Although I did not really go through as an African American, I was accepted as a mixed-race immigrant in contrast to Germany, where migrants, especially black people, are denied and hated. This is the bitter truth. 

In school I was treated with respect and dignity for the first time in my life. I remember that the first time I saw black people, was in a grocery store in the army base of Baumholder, Germany and that the first time I saw a black teacher was in art class, where I had to draw a picture of Martin Luther King Jr. The street where I lived was also called Martin Luther King Jr Drive. The non-violent principles and work of King have always guided and inspired me and he has always been my hero. 

I wanted to swim in Texas, however had no opportunity to do so, because the town where I lived in didn´t have a pool and my parents also could not afford to take me somewhere else also because of the fuel prices. Its always the freaking money! 

Instead, I played basketball, football as well as soccer in the different seasons. However, there was a small leisure pool in the apartment complex I lived in. I usually visited the pool in the summers, until we moved somewhere else. 

In junior high school, I met my first girlfriend, a Mexican American girl - Lina. I met her over the phone before Junior High started was just talking to her for hours. The first time I saw her was in history class, when I remember correctly. She had piggy tails, braces and looked like a bump, which she thought was “stylish.” I always walked her to the exit after classes, where she was picked up by her mother. One of the best moments I remember when she turned back and smiled at me. Really great love and it really helped me cope with my parents split. 

Unfortunately, we had to split because I had to go back to Germany to live with my uncle and aunt. The Iraq-war destroyed my life and I had to start all over again in Germany. 

I had a really hard time in Germany after America because I was once again stuck in the racist village. Unbearable. However, I was able to get up. Because of the lack of money to swim, I played soccer and badminton to stay in sports in general. When I started working during school by doing a mandatory internship at Jack & Jones, selling clothes, I was able to make some money and could go swimming occasionally in the town where my grandfather couldn´t take me to when I was a boy (St. Wendel). 

The only thing that kept me going was my faith to live in liberty in a multicultural and multiracial society, like the US, and to swim and perhaps become an Olympian someday. 

However, I have to admit that, what also has always guided me was love. I always thought I could go back to the US and get it right. It didn’t work, however really got me through university. Before Poland, I went to the US and found that she was pregnant and with another guy. I still had her sweater which I kept for like 10 years and wanted to give it back to her, however I was not able to meet her. This is where I did the cut and was able to get over it. I hope that she is happy. It doesn’t affect me because I am happy that I at least once in my life had a real love and know what it feels like. 

It’s difficult in Germany, because most girls are racialized, and the social setting is really decisive. Most are not able to take the heat of race and public pressure that comes with it, because they haven’t ever been confronted anything like it. There are only very few strong, brave and courageous women that are willing to fight for love no matter what. Even in the US, there was some kind of tension of having a mixed-race black guy with a American Mexican girl. The crucial thing was that she just didn’t give a crap and didn’t let the partial refusal of her parents, especially mother, get in between. Even other teenagers in school who looked at us strangely, didn’t really matter to her. She was a tough girl, e.g. also the only Mexican American cheerleader in the mostly white cheerleader team. The German girls I met and dated always let fear, racism and the hatred stand in the relationships. Its in a way sad however also a reflection that they are not able to handle it. I have also came to realize that many girls are too lose and not really guided by love. 

I realized that happiness lies in your own hands and not in someone else. You don’t necessarily need somebody to live a happy life, and you can’t force anything, especially not love. You must be up and live life as it is and through this, I really found inner peace and happiness. 

As stated above, I went to university in eastern Germany, where I joined the local swimming club. It was only possible because I received a student loan and because I didn´t have to work and had to time to practice swimming. I started swimming competitive from scratch. However, I had to swim with the masters because the competitive local swimming group didn´t allow me to swim with them, because I was allegedly not good enough. 

These people were very racist. However, because of my love for swimming and hopes of becoming an Olympian, I continued to swim with the masters, which were mostly elderly people that were also extremely racist. I was often laughed at, mocked and also treated like an alien. It was terrible because people always treated me like I do not exist, mocking me in third person like I am not there. However, I really wanted to swim competitions and didn’t give a crap. I also wanted to make it to the competitive swimming group, which could have just let me join them. 

I made my first competitive swimming team in Poland as an Erasmus student in the year of 2014. The first 50 m freestyle race I did was on my birthday on 07.11.2014. The swimming really helped press through in Poland, which was also super cold. As stated by de Coubertin, life, like the Olympics, is a fight, and it is not about winning, however about taking part and fighting well. Its about not giving up, no matter how hard and often you fall, you must get back up and continue the fight. 

I only did Erasmus in Poland because I had the possibility to do a double degree in management. Poland was also super racist, however not as bad as Germany. Sounds strange, however true. Racism in Germany is different, because it´s more aggressive. 

Swimming in the swimming team and taking part in competitions really helped me manage it and fulfilled my dream of swimming competitively. A great thing. 

There was an early announcement of the Erasmus Olympics, and I trained real hard for it. I swam three times a week in the swimming team, went running every day, sometimes in the middle of the night, and did many gym sessions by myself. I couldn´t believe it, however I won the first place in men’s 50 m freestyle with 28,37 seconds. I was so happy because in Germany, I only had 33 seconds and made this huge jump in only a few months. I realized that it was my faith, devotion, passion and love for swimming that carried me further. Winning the Erasmus Olympics also gave me the faith that I will become an Olympian in 50 m freestyle someday. 

Olympic swimming has always inspired me because of its competitiveness. I always wanted to reach the level of an Olympic swimmer because I love swimming and the fight to make it there. It´s so much fun and fulfilling. It gives me a purpose. For me personally, taking part in the Olympic games is the greatest thing I can achieve for myself personally as an individual, which is why I think that the modern Olympic games must be opened for individual athletes, irrespective of identity. 

Although I truly want to be an Olympian, I don’t want to swim for Germany because I am no German and I will certainly not bow down to a country who has always hated, racially discriminated and ignored me. I really have zero chance despite evidence, as indicated above and I will further elaborate on this below. 

Race is a real problem, especially in swimming. In the polish swimming team, only 1-3 people talked to me. Even the male coach did not talk to me and once threw a pair of swimming paddles at me although I reached out my hand. Only the female coach talked to me. Because she couldn´t speak English, she always gave me small notes with the training details. The people were as cold as the water in the pool. However, I did not care, because I could finally swim competitively and try to improve myself because I had the chance to train. 

After the Kendal-Stunt, I was back in the racist village, because I had no other place to go at that time and had to manage everything. I had no money, no job, and could not continue competitive swimming. However, I did not give up. I always drove to the pool in the town my grandfather could not take me to with the bicycle, just to stay in the sport (St. Wendel). 

I finished the internship semester at Jack & Jones, because it was the quickest way to get out of it. After graduation, I found a job in Frankfurt in 2016, where I also continued swimming on my own as an individual. I did not register at a swimming club because I was working all day from 8 in the morning to 5 in the evening and went swimming afterwards in the night. I wanted to stay in swimming and still had the faith that I will become an Olympian one day. 

I was the only black guy at the office and Frankfurt was also very white in general, which did not surprise me because the west, including Germany, is essentially white. There are really not many minority populations and seeing a black guy in a suit is like a moon eclipse. My manager was from the Netherlands and a real nasty man, because he also often made fun of me because of my race. 

I know that the Netherlands is particularly racist, because there is the public mockery of black people through black pete, a racialized Dutch tradition. Racism against black people is very bad in white western societies. 

It’s a real problem and even with the right policies, it will take decades and many new generations to change it.  

However, I have to say that swimming always helps me to find happiness, balance and inner peace and I couldn´t manage without it. 

Racism was also bad at the University of Sussex, because it was mostly white and Asian and had an apartheid-like feel to it, like the Nathan Associates in London, which just reconfirms that anti-black racism is a serious issue. 

In England, I did Rugby, where it was about getting up every time you fall. I had an injury on my foot once, which is why I only did Rugby touch afterwards. I didn’t do much swimming in England because of my studies and work, however got back in afterwards in Bonn, where I continued to train individually. 

Its tough, however you must be up. 

In my role as a refugee helper, where I organized jobs, internships, etc. for people, I realized that even this is not the way and that people really need to help themselves without having a supervisor, like in development, where the western supervisor i.e. hero steps in to take care of people and countries who allegedly need a hand because they allegedly can’t help themselves individually, which is essentially a scheme. 

People and countries must get up. 

After all this time and all this experience, I realized that what I was searching for is independence and liberty, which is what people really need, especially in so called developing countries, which are still bound to western imperialism under the flag of development. One only needs to look at the different supply chains of different industries and markets, such as the textile industry, cocoa, coffee, etc., to see that imperialism and oppression continue. 

Before I present a comprehensive medical overview, I want to give specific details concerning continued gas attacks after the coffee poisoning of 15.01.2020. 

On 07.03.2020, I wanted to go to the bakery in Bonn, however had to sprint through the windowless hallway because of the extreme gas that was concentrated there. It was only a matter of seconds before I would have broken down. After the bakery, I returned to the room and had to sprint again with a piece of cloth before nose and mouth because the gas was to strong. I could hardly open the door with the keys because the gas so extreme. Seriously, this is no joke, it was even worse than before. I certain it was Zyklon B or something similar. Because from Gas, the above-described symptoms where suddenly there, especially also hardcore heart racing and sudden extreme headache, breathing difficulties and extreme throat pain, etc. I have experienced much; however this was like the most extreme type of gas I ever encountered. 

I decided to go to the federal police Bonn at the main station and thus sprinted through the hallway, not even opening the door and referring me to the national police. I went there and was laughed at and referred to a hotel, fire station and police of Bonn-Duisdorf. 

The police station Bonn-Duisdorf sent two cops. Although the police detected a chemical smell in the hallway,  which was later denied, one only took my personal data and stated that I should open the windows to air the room. 

Because the police and medical sector Bonn did not help me and because the symptoms were very extreme and attacks did not stop, I had to flee back to the racist village. However, the toxic gas attacks and the following did not stop there either. I was continuously attacked with toxic gas, where my former uncle broke into my room I had in the house of my former grandmother during my absence and placed a handle with lock on the window in the hallway to prevent me from airing the flat against the toxic gas. This was on 17.10.2020. 

Like in Bonn, there was always an extreme toxic smell in the hallway, and I am sure that it was toxic gas because it made the above-described symptoms worse, and I could also feel it burning in my throat and nose as well as taste something chemical. I also got dark and red shaded spots from the gas which always disappear after a short period of time. I am certain that my uncle aided my grandmother to torture and kill me through toxic gas. 

I called the police emergency service on 17.10.2020, which stated that I should move. I then called the cops of St. Wendel, which only arrived 2-3 hours after the trespassing and window-handle incident. I told the police that I also got into an oral fight with my former uncle, which however refused to do anything. However, the police recorded a conversation between me and my former grandmother, where she admitted that she commissioned him to place the window handle on the window. She also suddenly accused me of water damage in her kitchen because I aired the room on the second floor which does not make any sense. I was also kicked out because of it. 

I was able to find a new flat in another town and moved there (Ottweiler). However, the following continued there as well. In this town, my former grandmother suddenly accused me of causing mold, stating that I allegedly also devastated the flat in the attic, which does not exist. I even have a rent agreement which states that I lived i the second floor and that I left the apartment in good condition. I thus won the process. 

Its hell, pure evil and sadistic, which is also evidenced by other examples. While living in the racist village of Oberthal in 2020, I had a small campfire, where the local fire department Oberthal suddenly came with 21 firefighters and 3 firetrucks from 290m distance to extinguish a barely burning campfire on 14.08.2020. The police Wadern and ambulance were also there. 

I was also issued a fine afterwards for the services of the fire brigade and for allegedly burning trash, which I did not do. I filed appeals at the district law committee St. Wendel and district court Saarbrücken, which were rejected. I then filed a lawsuit at the administrative court Saarlouis regarding the costs of the fire brigade operation, which I won. However, the fascist and corrupted administrative court Saarlouis only stated that the fee assessment is wrong and that there is a discrimination of falsely calculated hours. No acknowledgement of racism by the fire brigade and municipality of Oberhal. 

During the file’s inspection, I found that the fire alarm was triggered by the wife of my former uncle, who called the police and reported a wildfire. She even lied regarding this before the district court Saarbrücken regarding the case of allegedly burning trash, which was however ignored. Also other people involved lied before court, e.g. a police officer of the police Wadern, stating that I was talking to the wife of the former uncle before the cops came, etc. also a fire fighter, who stated that I allegedly burned a sun umbrella and plastic bucket which is not true and also nowhere to be seen in the police pictures of the scene, etc. 

The lies, fascism and corruption, evidently also terrorization, conspiracy and following is unbearable. I am certain that the 14.08.2020 was another assassination attempt to shoot me. It was strange, that a police officer of the police Wadern at the court hearing before the district court Saarbrücken who was there as a witness regarding the alleged burning of trash on 29.03.2021 was also armed. 

There are countless incidents. Another example is the case of Amazon, which refused to close my online account, stating that I allegedly had not paid for an mp3 “Wonderwall” although this was an order, I made years ago, which I also paid. Amazon stated that the case was allegedly passed to a debt collector, which however confirmed that this is not the case. I thus filed a lawsuit against Amazon, and it came to a court hearing on 04.11.2020 in Munich. I won because Amazon did not show up. 

While I was in the InterCity Hotel near the train station before the hearing on 03.11.2020, I had extreme symptoms, and I am certain that it was also gas. It probably blew through the ventilation system. 

On 04.11.2020, I was suddenly racially profiled by the police Munich at the train station Munich without reason, where three of the five police officers were heavily armed with machine weapons. I was asked whether I am carrying weapons with me with which I could hurt the cops, which is not only very racial, however also pathetic. I was just walking through the train station with my backpack. 

I was also screamed at and a police officer took all my belongings out of my backpack, and took everything in his hand, asking me what it is, e.g. what type of medicine, etc. I am certain that the cops would have shot me when I would have e.g. run away. The court hearing against Amazon was essentially an assassination attempt to lure me to Munich to shoot me, which would have looked like a police brutality incident based on racism. 

The police Munich also did not identify themselves unsolicited and I had to ask for their police identification and names. There was no valid reason to do the police control, where the police also did not read a instruction nor asked me to check my backpack and belongings. I was forced to hand it over. I filed a complaint and was always consistently ignored and denied by the police and judiciary Munich, although this was racial profiling and a case of corruption because it is evidently tied to the following, which I also reported in general. 

Although I was denied by the police, district attorney and attorney-generalship, I filed a complaint with the interior and justice ministry Munich, which initiated another control and perhaps it will lead to a court case. Racism is prohibited in Germany according to the basic law article 3, which also prohibits racial profiling. I hope that a successful court ruling will “dampen” racial profiling in Munich, Bavaria and Germany in general. 

You must get up and fight against injustice and oppression, no matter how hard it is. 

In 2021 my symptoms, including walking problems, got slightly better mand I started watching Olympic 50 m freestyle swimming videos again, went to swimming pools and found a swimming club in a town called St. Ingbert in a swimming pool called „The Blue, “ where I registered. 

Despite my health problems, I went to swimming practice and trained with the competitive group twice a week. I was surprised that I was able to participate. However, the usual racism issues started to appear after several training sessions, where people generally did not speak to me and where the trainer also once gave everyone swimming paddles except for me. 

This was the point where I decided that I have had enough. I decided to swim practice independently by myself, especially because the training of the group was very broad and did not focus on 50 m freestyle, which I however did by myself. I thought that I will be able to make the Paris 2024 Olympics as an individual because of my case. I asked the International Olympic Committee, however I did not receive a formal decision. 

Anyhow, I only moved to St. Ingbert because of the swimming. 

After Bonn, I visited doctors in the village nearby in 2020, where I was also ignored, rejected and denied. The doctors there did not initiate the relevant medical examinations despite my statements. One only reconfirmed the alleged Hashimoto disease which turned out to be a lie, because medical reports later could not confirm it. 

Because of my efforts of trying to publish the article, risks attached to it, and following, I did not visit any doctors. I also had to refrain from trying to publish the article because there was no way to continue this path at that point in time and the only way to ever get it out is through a blog or self-publication, etc. 

The truth is that you are basically trying to expose apartheid and possibly also a case of money laundering without getting killed, which is a difficult thing to do because no one really wants to make it visible. 

The only reason why I visited a doctor again in autumn 2022 was because I needed a certificate to swim competitions. Through swimming, I found strength to manage the pain and the situation. I always thought of what Pierre de Coubertin said, i.e. that the Olympics are just like life, it’s not about winning, however about taking part and fighting well. 

I want to fight, live and take part in the Olympics and not give up. It really was Pierre de Coubertin that gave me faith which carried me to “The Blue” and to the doctor to get the certificate. The Olympic dream was there again; however, I can’t go for the German national team and am campaigning at the International Olympic Committee to open the games, which is necessary because identity and politics, should not prevent people from trying to achieve their Olympic dreams. 

However, getting the medical confirmation to take part in swimming competitions was only the start of a long journey of getting to the bottom of the coffee poisoning of 15.01.2020 and gas attacks ever since this time. I had to visit many different doctors and hospitals because of repeated lies, false information, false diagnosis, refusal, non-compliance, ignorance, brutality, racism, far-right extremism, white supremacy and apartheid, torture and modern-day slavery, fraud and corruption, terrorization, conspiracy and following, certainly through a trafficking-ring. 

However, through this, and through repeated denial and rejection of the German police and judiciary, I can prove what I call the technique of the ring. 

Between the years 2022-2023, an axial hernia, reflux disease, and cardia insufficiency were diagnosed, which is why I had gastric surgery in august 2023, which went without complications. A chronic as well as corpus and antrum gastritis was diagnosed, which got worse despite high dose medication, now also with a bilious reflux and a lack of gastric peristalsis where the gastric velocity is too slow. 

In October 2023 one finally diagnosed a gastric emptying disorder, which is why I had a gastric pacemaker operation in November 2023, where one said that the gastroparesis can certainly be traced to poisoning. In the fall of 2023, it was very difficult to eat and drink because of nausea and vomiting despite medicine. Without the gastric pacemaker, I would have evidently died from dehydration and malnutrition, etc. 

The above-mentioned illnesses and symptoms are obviously directly based on the coffee poisoning of 15.01.2020. Especially the untreated stomach damages, particularly the stomach paralysis, with which I was demonstrably tortured for almost four years because I was constantly ignored in the German health sector as well as by the German police and judiciary, i.e. by the state of Germany despite hard facts and evidence. 

I also have much medical evidence that proves ongoing gas attacks, where medical values constantly change enormously within a short period of time, which no one can explain. 

Since September 2022, I have officially had gastritis that has progressed from mild to strong types of chronic and corpus and antral accentuated gastritis, now also with bilious reflux and a lack of gastric peristalsis despite high doses of pantoprazole. 

Furthermore, a chronic sinusitis, septal deviation and turbinate hyperplasia, etc. were diagnosed in January 2023, which is why I had to undergo nose surgery in March 2023. 

In addition, mucosal swelling of the ethomoidal cells, ethmoidalis, acute, mild and chronic maxillary sinusitis with frontal sinusitis and mild rhionpharyngitis as well as turbinate hyperplasia and a new curvature were diagnosed in spring 2024, which is why a second nose operation took place in July 2024, where a chronic sinusitis, etc. was reconfirmed and where also a polypoid tissue was diagnosed. 

When the nasal mucosa is permanently irritated due to various factors, e.g. smoke, polyps, benign tissue growths, can form in the nasal sinuses. These make breathing more difficult and hinder ventilation of the nasal area: 

https://www.gelomyrtol-forte.de/sinusitis/polypoes 

Furthermore, it is generally officially confirmed that these diagnoses are due to exogenous stimuli such as smoke and it is obviously gas, especially because the same clinical pictures of the paranasal sinuses reappear and because otolaryngology (ENT) examinations regarding swabs from nose and throat for fungi, bacteria, viruses, mold, etc. are all without pathological findings and it is confirmed twice that I have no allergies, and especially not a mold allergy. Furthermore, I live in an apartment with much mold and wetness, which also confirms that it is evidently gas (it is confirmed that mold is based on various structural defects – see below). 

In addition, vitamin deficiencies B, C and D were identified in 2023 and it is officially confirmed that smoke hinders the physical absorption of vitamin C. 

This is further confirmed by the fact that in 2023, repeated and unexplained sinus bradycardia, pancytopenia, abnormal liver values, increased cholestasis parameters, enlarged liver, borderline leukopenia and anemia, chronic and elevated creatine kinase (CK) increases, and pathological electromyography findings of arms and legs without assignment were diagnosed. Many values suddenly switched back to normal, e.g. pancytopenia and cholestasis parameters as well as Hashimoto laboratory values. Its evidently gas and staged. 

In addition, a muscle biopsy finding from November 2023 also diagnosed strong fat storage and suspected a lipid metabolism disorder and/or a carnitine metabolism disorder. 

However, a basic lipid profile and general as well as genetic carnitine examination findings of blood and urine are all unremarkable. Based on a thorough inspection of my medical records, one also ruled out further genetic examinations regarding muscle diseases because there is no indication. 

No one has allegedly a clue although it´s obviously toxins from the coffee poisoning and especially from ongoing poison gas attacks, which are also evidenced by dark and red spots on my body, especially on my stomach, which always disappear after a short time, often in less than an hour. 

Through his medical report for the Lübeck Center for Rare Diseases of March 19, 2024, a St. Ingbert neurologist and psychiatrist e.g. expressed suspicion of a rare disease and made the suspected diagnosis of an unclear myopathy with reference to poisoning. 

However, the Lübeck Center confirmed a short time later that there is no indication of a rare disease, like the Homburg Center for Rare Diseases, which stated the same in the winter of 2023, also confirming this again in spring 2024 after I presented new medical findings. 

The Homburg University Hospital, which did the muscle biopsy, also confirmed by telephone at the beginning of 2024 that one has no idea what to do, similar to the Heidelberg Clinic of Neurology, which also confirmed in spring 2024 that one can’t give me an appointment because the clinic carries out the same medical examinations I have already received. 

Its evidently the poisoning and continued gas attacks. In July 2024 it was also confirmed that burning gums are due to gas. 

However, despite all this evidence, the German police and judiciary do nothing, where one is instead using my inputs against me, always trying to falsely label me as a paranoid, confused, disoriented and scared psycho, which is evidently not only a scheme, however ring-technique, which focuses on pushing people into the streets to be abducted by windowless vans from there, e.g. for organ trade and sex trafficking. 

The police St. Ingbert e.g. also tried to nail me down with official care proceedings at the district court St. Ingbert, where it was stated that I need a supervisor because I am allegedly a paranoid and scared psycho without, who is allegedly not able to form a free will, which is evidently a scheme. I was able to fend it off. However, the district court ignored my inputs and stated that I would be able to manage the following paranoia, which is evidently a scheme by the state of Germany, to not get its hands dirty. 

For instance, all my inputs regarding the events in Cologne and Bonn, primarily regarding the poisoning of 15.01.2020 und gas attacks after this as well as the police operation of 07.03.2020, were all denied repeatedly by the German police and judiciary, including constitutional court, which has not once accepted any of my appeals for a decision without comment. The silent complicity makes it obvious that it’s the usual case. 

For instance, the district attorney of Cologne only initiated my interrogation, which was carried out by the police Sulzbach (Saarland), which labelled me as a scared and paranoid psycho, although during this time, I was suffering from extreme symptoms of untreated stomach damages and nose damages because of the poisoning and gas. The police and judiciary should have initiated a thorough medical examination, however nothing was done, as usual. 

The district attorney Cologne also stated that there is no valid suspicion because I have not seen anyone putting poisoning into my coffee which is evidently a joke. I could be shot by a gunman with a sniper from 1500 away without seeing the person. I can’t take the German police nor judiciary serious because they are not only fascist, however also corrupted. 

The St. Ingbert police also initiated a driving fitness check at the license authority St. Ingbert, again stating that I am allegedly a psycho, using my inputs regarding gas attacks, poisoning and following, etc. as well as my petition at the German Bundestag, where I demanded windows for the cargo bay of vans to fight trafficking. I have explained the following to the license authority a stated that I have a right to freedom of expression and right to petition according to the German basic law articles 5 and 17, also stating that’s its evidently a clear violation of racial discrimination based on article 3. 

The German police and judiciary have not once investigated any of my cases. It was always stated there is allegedly no reasonable suspicion, where only I was interrogated and no one else. Absolutely nothing. Because of this, the police and judiciary cannot claim that my statements are not true. The license authority has not questioned this and also joined “the other side of the street,” asking me to visit a psychologist, which I rejected, basically saying that they can kiss my ass. It’s the opinion i.e. believe of the German police and judiciary, who are constantly pointing their finger at me, also dehumanizing and not helping me. My license was thus taken from me and further appeals have also always been rejected, where the administrative and higher administrative court Saarlouis always stated that I would allegedly be a psycho and that there is no evidence of poisoning and gas attacks, which is evidently a joke. 

Please – I am not bowing down to the oppression. Its like in Russia, where you are punished for speaking the truth, opposition and resistance. 

There is also another case, where my landlord has concealed various structural defects of leaky pipes, lifting system and walls, etc. of my apartment in St. Ingbert, which is case of corruption, because e.g. in the apartment handover protocol and rent agreement, none of this was mentioned stating that the apartment is allegedly in good condition. However, the various structural defects caused mold and other deficiencies that are based on this. The landlord has also lied before court many times, saying that I allegedly damaged the lifting system by throwing leftovers, etc. into the channel, etc., which are factually proven lies, evidenced by an expert report, which also documents, that based on a channel filming, the pipe and lifting system were blocked by water and there were no leftovers or anything else in the channel. 

The landlord also filed a eviction lawsuit against me using the same pathetic argumentation, also tying in neighbors, who all lied before court, which I was able to prove through videos and various contradictory statements. These are all also cases off process fraud. 

However, despite the hard evidence regarding the concealed structural defects which is a case of fraud and tied case of process fraud of the main and eviction proceedings, the German police and judiciary do nothing. I have received a lot of death threats, e.g. shots in the night, coffin like objects near my apartment, lots of gas attacks, etc. 

This is the first version of the new text. To be continued soon.